Life is such a sweet insanity.
I love life and people. This is a place where I can write down what's happening, what I'm thinking, what I'm seeing and what I'm feeling. After all, life is just one blog entry after another.Friday, March 05, 2004
Non Binding.
It's hard to believe that another week has slipped by. Time has been moving so fast lately. I attribute the perceived speed to the frenetic pace of work. I would think that time would move slower with Earl out of town so much, but surprisingly, it's moving quickly.
Tomorrow we head to Bristol, Pa. to visit Earl's family. I'm looking forward to the visit. Earl's dad is in the hospital recovering an angioplasty. He's quite the trooper and should be on his feet giving everyone his opinion in no time.
I had a very odd dream last night. Several people were telling me to "let go", "be yourself", "don't hide from others", "don't hide from yourself" and variations on that theme. My grandmother even told me that I should stop writing so slow and just let my penmanship come naturally! Don't make it pretty, make it mine. Apparently my subconscious feels that I am hiding something and telling me to let it go. Now I've just got to figure out what it is. I started by taking my grandmother's advice (who's been dead since 02/29/96 by the way) and just letting the pen flow as I jotted notes today. It didn't have to look pretty, it just needed to look functional. Oddly enough, I felt better after writing in a seemingly careless way. It put a smile on my face.
I did something else carefree today. With it being Friday, I wore black jeans instead of khakis or dress pants. And I wore bikini underwear! I usually reserve the bikini underwear for the weekends, but I thought what the hell and wore bikini underwear to work. That definitely contributed to a bigger smile on my face. When asked why I was so happy, I told the girls it was because I was wearing bikini underwear and it wasn't binding. That brought that line of conversation to a screeching halt.
Stay tuned. Next week I freeball.
Tomorrow we head to Bristol, Pa. to visit Earl's family. I'm looking forward to the visit. Earl's dad is in the hospital recovering an angioplasty. He's quite the trooper and should be on his feet giving everyone his opinion in no time.
I had a very odd dream last night. Several people were telling me to "let go", "be yourself", "don't hide from others", "don't hide from yourself" and variations on that theme. My grandmother even told me that I should stop writing so slow and just let my penmanship come naturally! Don't make it pretty, make it mine. Apparently my subconscious feels that I am hiding something and telling me to let it go. Now I've just got to figure out what it is. I started by taking my grandmother's advice (who's been dead since 02/29/96 by the way) and just letting the pen flow as I jotted notes today. It didn't have to look pretty, it just needed to look functional. Oddly enough, I felt better after writing in a seemingly careless way. It put a smile on my face.
I did something else carefree today. With it being Friday, I wore black jeans instead of khakis or dress pants. And I wore bikini underwear! I usually reserve the bikini underwear for the weekends, but I thought what the hell and wore bikini underwear to work. That definitely contributed to a bigger smile on my face. When asked why I was so happy, I told the girls it was because I was wearing bikini underwear and it wasn't binding. That brought that line of conversation to a screeching halt.
Stay tuned. Next week I freeball.
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